Silent Mood..

*sigh...* A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost.. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.. Silent words across a screen. How could they mean so much to me. I promised myself I would not cry. Then a silent tear falls from my eye. What did I do, what did I say, To make you change your mind, the day you went away. Everyday, waiting for a sign To let me know, you might still want to be mind. Another day comes and goes, I want to write, but I can't, I know...