Welcome To Our Family..

Yeppyyyy.. Akhirnya saya dapat juga adik baru ^__^. Hehehhe its' my new niece. My sister baru sahaja melahirkan baby girl di Hospital SMC. 28.04.2010 jam 4.07pm my new niece name Nysha Alyssha Louis was born. Im so happy for them. Naik pangkat sudah jadi aunty. My brothers jadi uncle. But the most happy person is my mum and my dad. Naik pangkat jadi datuk and nenek. Hehhe.. here's some pic of my new niece.. Cute kan ^__^

~..Baby Nysha Alyssha..~

My Memory Is Fading..

~*sigh*~ I always think about what happen in my life dor me to feel like this, but I can never think of the answer. I just came back from OS. I don't know what happen this few days. Everything almost getting bad. I want and try my best to make everything right, but they keep always blame me for this and that.

It's begin since last week. I feel so bad, but its not all about my fault either. Why can they understand my situation. All those words they say hurting me so badly. Since i came back from OS, I thought everything was fine. Im sending they SMS~letting they know im home safely~. Then there you go. No replay. I try to call them as many time but the phone turn off until the early morning,I got SMS. Those words really make me cry, and I can't stop it run down.. They said they want to be alone.

I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

" Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him."

" I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?"

" When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."

" They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading."

" Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."

~Im so alone..

S.I.C.K

*sigh*..after a few days 'wars' with exam, finally it's over (for this sem).. Now i can focus with my work+korean class.. but, ayaaa.. yang x bestnya im not feeling good a.k.a SICK. I dont like this. 2 more weeks mau holiday with family, Hopefully that time feel better.

Yesterday Me and my sister went to Wisma Merdeka. We are preparing for our holiday.. got new T-shirt and some other stuff..(thanks sis.. nanti I pay back after i get my G.A.J.I ok ^__^)..

Tomorrow, working lagi. Next week may be outstation again to Tambunan (project punya hal..) this time mau bawa camera la.. Last time terlupa *sigh*..

Ok i guess that all for now. Later i update again with new story to share..(need to sleep early..)

Take care~Anyong!!!

Could It Be..?

My ohh My.. last night I was in my dream land.. and guess what I dream having a twins baby girl.. Wahhh.. God Bless me..~amen!! Im not sure what the meaning of it... but 'My Jangi' wishing that it will come true..(hehhe..will see aaa...).

My Day..

My Goodness.. this few days, it was really something. Sungguh penat rasanya.. Kerja² + study for final exam + Korean class and some other thing. ~aku sungguh penat~.. sia rasa macam nda boleh tahan sudah.. tapi fikir² balik, 1 bulan saja bh... so sia try la juga ni mau bertahan.

~Hari ini lagi 1st paper untuk final exam sia.. Duii betul² nda banyak persediaan for exam. Jawab secara logik saja la. Tapi bukan senang juga, ABC kunun tapi boleh buat sia blurr juga..~buat ja la yang termampu~ Next week ada 2 paper lagi..*sigh* my head..ohhh my head.. Im so sorry... Lepas saja dari kelas Korea, my bro in lo hantar pi exam. Nasib juga la nda terlambat, masih ada 30 minit untuk rest dan menenangkan hati *fuhhhh*..~time exam 1 hour and 30 minutes..~ habis exam minta ambil lagi ~mau jimat duit bah..(^_^)~ pi lagi sana 'best spot' makan A.B.C. hehheh ngam betul la ni hari, sudah la soalan pun minta jawapan ABC, makan pun A.B.C juga..~tq..tq yang belanja itu~

..besok punya planning, mau berjalan² kunun daa kalau nda malas la. Lagipun hari Isnin sia kena ready² dan awal bangun sebab 'my bos' bawa pi Tambunan ~out station kunun~.. duii lama betul nda ikut tu jalan tau. Teringat pula masa² sekolah di Keningau dulu.. habis ja cuti, macam malas betul mau balik Keningau..but it's all about life memory as a student. ~ok bh tu~

bah..tu saja la ni kali punya cerita. Mau rehat² dulu. belum cukup rehat lagi ni dari yang hari Khamis.. See ya on the next update~~

~end of story~