..Wohooo~ this is my final year and my final sem I have to fin 2 tasks and 1 thesis. huhuuu.. i think my mind gonna blow up.. To much in my mind~preparing for the mid term exam, finding the resource for the thesis..(lot of books have to read..) *sigh* i wish you were here with me at this moment~dear~ to help me do something with my stressing .. my draft not yet done.. Argggggg!! some one HELP me!!!...I also have to meet my supervisor... aisehmennnn... other than that, helping my sister for her wedding also.. cleaning the house, shopping for some stuff...aiguuuuu!!I hope this will be the last one...
I want to leave this place.. just to get away and feel the breeze upon my face and just be my self. By leaving this place behind and everything else. As I sit here in this chair, I feel this emptiness inside my soul. Praying that questions will be answered for the stories in my life untold. As I stare out my window thinking about my pass, I think of how I use to be and why it didn't last. Everyday I walk around with a fake smile.. knowing that the pain inside of me will hurt only for a little while. Sometime, when I want to crawl inside myself and die. As I insanity. because of the thoughts and criticisms of the people around me...
At this very moment, you may be saying to yourself that you have any number of admirable qualities. You are a loyal friend, a caring person, someone who is smart, dependable, fun to be around. That's wonderful, and I'm happy for you, but let me ask you this: are you being any of those things to yourself?
~Im just ME. A friend to whom it may concern,a daughter to my parents, a sister to my siblings, a wife to my husband and soon to be a mom to my child. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage..I may not be perfect, but i love everything about myself, family and my dearest friends, and appreciate everything i have :)~