If only I could turn back time..

Sometimes, I wish I could turn back time to correct the choices that I have made. But what's done is done. I now have to face the music. I have so much pain that I can barely contain myself from breaking down. I am an emotional wreck.. just an emotional wreck..

I wish I could turn back time... If I could, then you'll be the victim and I'll be the one distressing your life. If I had done this to you... What would have been your response? Would you be like me?..( Saying nothing- as eyes that say all ).. Or like yourself?..(Killing a living person).. Have u seen a dead person alive? If not... here I am, as I have no stance inside of me now. Then why do I love you?.. Why do I cry? Why is this all happening to me.. Why not you? I wish you all the misery you have caused me, I wish u all the discomfort u have put me through, I wish I could turn back time...