Facing Tomorrow..

~I'm facing each new tomorrow doing the best I can, hoping God will hear my prayers and he will understand. Time is going quickly by, as days come and go. I try to keep my faith, but it doesn't always show. Demons of doubt attack my mind, sometimes its hard to go on. I face each day with determination that I will see another dawn. Life isn't always what we make it, things do not go as planned. Sometimes my broken thoughts are more than I can stand. I try to face reality with vision clear and true , but then scattered thoughts appear, I don't always know what to do. Onward I go with sword and shield in hand, praying for eventual salvation in Gods' promised land...

Let It Be..~

~Let it be..There are meaningful experiences that await you, but they will happen only if you let it be. Never mind that there are things over which you have no control. Casual observation and limited awareness reveal that our choices, whether made deliberately, unintentionally, or by default, account largely for most of our personal experiences, including those that are serendipitous. Just as choosing is a choice, not choosing is also a choice. The most important things in life a person must do for himself/herself. Dare let it be. Awareness, knowledge, wisdom and discernment empower a person to creatively, responsibly and beneficially let it be. Let it be is the responsible way of being good to yourself, taking care of yourself, and being your own best friend. ~Let it be.. Paraphrasing the beginning lines of the Beatles' song "Let It Be," resoundingly the melody rings out: Let it be.. When I find myself in times like these, my times, my Inner Spirit directs me lovingly and in my best interest to let it be. Let it be.... Let it be...Let it be... . Let it be now. Now let it be!...

As Always..

I don't believe it. I knew!.. I know what you're like, but I came running back anyway. As Always..

I don't remember, why? why? Why did I allow myself, to fall into your arms, As Always..

I tried to tell myself I was wrong, I tried! But something was telling me, that you didn't really mean it. As Always..

And then I find myself trapped, deja vu. I'm stuck in the same snare, and I haven't learned a thing... As Always...

Me..~

It’s all About ME, why can’t you see... I’m so unique there’s no other like me... The first, the last, I’m only top rate ... So please don‘t hate, just appreciate... That my beauty exceeds all you’ll ever see... My shape is the bomb, & you’re jealous of me... Your money can never make you the same... My persona, has only made me to blame... Just stop hating because you’re cursed... Cause you’re not me, you’re only the worst... Not even worthy to walk in my shoes... To fit in my world or pay my dues... To be graced with my gorgeous smile... Just isn’t even worth my while... Your presents here is too defile... For you are truly in denial... It’s all about me, I can openly say... It’s time for the rest to go away... Far away from my sight & my atmosphere... Because I’m who, you’ll always fear... I’m as untouchable as the brightest star... So you can’t touch my heart by far... Cause the only one truly worth loving is me... And maybe even my own family... You can’t even foretell all my needs... So watch my puppets do all my deeds... As you can see the will always be... ALL ABOUT ME!!!!!

Good News~

Annyong~ it's been a long time i haven't post something new in my blog. But for sure I am back now. Im so happy~ no words can describe how I feel rite now.. There's so much good news coming up~...

1) My thesis is complete~my mind is relax now..Soon can grad hehhe ^_^

2) My sister is pregnant already~soon bertambah anak buah lagi ^_^ & for my mum, more grandson/daughter mau dijaga..

3) Yesterday my niece (my hubby side) was married~ coming up my in law dapat cucu dan cicit..

Wow~..thats not the only news. Got lots of lagi..but like i said, no words can describe .. Anyway thats all for now. New update will come again soon.."/