At The End..

Yeah..this is the last day of 2009.. and i still have my final exam. Org lain sdh bercuti saya masih lagi ber-Exam.. anway its ok..(^_^) i still can get my long holiday also..

To all my friends..

TEKNIKEN Reunion Dinner..

..former students of TEKNIKEN with the principal..

Finally... we succeeded to have our 1st reunion dinner. Meeting with some of my schoolmate (Teknik Keningau) was a happier time. Its have been a long time since finish high school.. And the most important that day is we meet our best principal..

Im hoping that next year this reunion will be held again and more friends will come..

P/s: thanks for the organizer..

Update..

Hi.. its been a long time i haven't make some update to my blog (since im a bit busy this day..). Just now, its 2am in the morning..wahh still not sleep yet although my bed is ready (^_^). Anyway i'll make some update later on..

see ya..(^_^)

My Mum..

some of my mum pic's on paddy field..

Choice..

There comes a time when the pain of continuing exceeds the pain of stopping. At that moment, a threshold is crossed. What seemed unthinkable becomes thinkable. Slowly, the realization emerges that the choice to continue what you have been doing is the choice to live in discomfort, and the choice to stop what you have been doing is the choice to breathe deeply and freely again. Once that realization has emerged, you can either honor it or ignore it, but you cannot forget it. What has become known can not become unknown again.

Mid Term Exam..

Mid term is finally come..although its just MCQ paper but if you get it wrong, totally no marks.. 2 exam in one day?.. Wooo.. that's something.. Anyhow, i made it through. Just hoping that everything will be okey (^_^)..

One Person

..Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it...

My Valentine..

On this Valentine's Day
I wish for you
Peace, happiness, joy and love
And all the wonderful blessings available
From God's great storehouse above.

I wish a smile upon your lips
Reflecting genuine humor and glee
Happiness unfurling in simple pleasures
That offer hope and faith for what will be

I pray you will always love yourself
Find ways to enjoy and appreciate you
and your life
Persevere to develop and grow
To develop spiritually and overcome strife.

I hope you will hold true to faith
In the love of God, family and friends
And be blessed and fulfilled for all you do
With all the help God willingly sends.

Wrote It Down..

..I love life...Yeah, I'm sad, but at the same time, I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like...It makes me feel alive, you know. It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feeling is like a beautiful sadness..I write down everything I want to remember. That way, instead of spending a lot of time trying to remember what it is I wrote down, I spend the time looking for the paper I wrote it down on..

Birthday Blessing..

When time is passing it feels so slow.. I measure my height to watch myself grow.. I look in the mirror and what do I see, I can be anything I want to be!.. As a new year approaches and Im getting older and wiser, Make good decisions.. that's what people advise. As my body transforms and I become a lady.. remains me to be nice and not too shady.. With each day that passes with each dance or each twirl.. I know I'll grow up to be a beautiful girl.. I have plenty of good manners to display..

Blessed with a family, so loving and kind, so easy to talk to and open up my mind. My mom and dad, bless me with a hug through out the day to keep me snug. My four sisters are always there for me, cheers me up when need be. My three brothers, my very best friend, always giving me all the love they can send. I have a great family, I have been blessed, i love all of you, your simply the best...

Its January..

January is here again.. darkness, rain, wet and cold. Work to be done, but the rush goes on. Battling the sales shoppers.. like in times of old. Back to the grindstone, the January drear.. after Christmas cheer and New Years celebrations. A tide of hangovers, weight-gain and revelations. Peace on earth to all man kind.. January is a new month, a new start for me.. to learn new things.. to learn to let go of my anger.. and open up my heart.. and to listen to what my heart is saying. It is waking up.. from a long painful journey..